Was that a name I dropped? : a story of life lived between the credits

"Paul Brogan grew up in picturesque Concord, New Hampshire. From an early age he dreamed of going to Hollywood and working in the movies.That road to his his dreams, however, was fraught with many detours and demon that threatened to derail not only his hopes but his life as well. 'Was that a name I dropped?' tells in chilling detail a true story about growing up gay and battling depression so deep that suicide seemed like the only option available. Paul's road to Hollywood is colorful and filled with memorable moments and characters." -- Excerpted from publisher's description."